Hello guys! In this post, I am going to write about my personal experience but before I begin, I would like to mention that this is not a post to brag about my achievements, but rather a post that I hope will be an inspiration and motivation to my readers. Since young, I was exposed to an active lifestyle by my parents. Every weekend, our family will have our weekly outing at the Taman Tun Dr. Ismail park. We normally jog, exercise, catch fish by the small river, play and sometimes we even have our lil' picnic there.
When I first started my primary school, I was introduced to an annual school event: Sports Day. I immediately fell in love with the running events when I saw my seniors training to run for their respective houses. Of course, I went for the tryouts for the running events for my house, since there were too many participants, the teacher in charge arranged us in a horizontal line and ALL of us ran together just to save time. If I have not mistaken, there should be at least 20 of us. And, I failed. I was chosen instead as a representative for games during Sports Day. With my happy-go-lucky attitude, I thought to myself: it's okay, at least I am still a representative for games. The next year, again, I went for the tryouts, with the exact same situation. And, I failed AGAIN. This time, I almost couldn't make it as a representative for games because I did not know how to do rope skipping. Fortunate for me, I am a fast learner and could pick it up right after I was taught how to do it. On that year, I started questioning myself. What do I want exactly? How bad do I want to run for my house? Is it okay for me to continue failing and not do anything about it? Since then, I began to start jogging and sprinting every weekend with my brother. We always race again each other and sometimes joined by our younger cousin brother. In a blink of an eye, it's time for the tryouts for Sports Day again. This time, it was professionally done by the teacher-in-charge, probably because we were already nine so they took us more seriously? I wasn't sure but that's not important. The important thing was that I FINALLY made it into the team! I appeared as the top in my category and was chosen to do short distance running events for Sports Day!!! And that was the beginning of my running journey. Later, my team and I were chosen to represent the school for running events. We trained hard every morning and hard work did pay off. My team and I FINALLY won a bronze medal in the MSSD competition and did our school proud at our final year in primary school.
When I was in secondary school, I was introduced to yet another new event: Cross Country. I was never a long distance runner, in fact, the furthest I could go was just 1 or 2 km, nothing more than that. The first cross country experience was crazy. I almost passed out after running for 5km. I vowed to myself that the next year, I have to at least make it into top 20. I trained myself by jogging for at least twice a week at my residential area every evening. And I appeared as 15th placing, BUT I vomited when I was at my last 2 km towards the finishing point, how embarrassing was that haha. Then, I aimed to be at the top 10 for the following years and not to vomit during or after the run and I did it!!! My best record was 6th placing for my final year in my high school. However, my high school's cross country was only 5km. Since my uncle is actively involved in marathons, he encouraged me to participate in a 5km marathon held in Bukit Jalil. I was afraid at first because I have never participated in any marathons before but decided to go for it anyway as a challenge for myself. Later, I participated in a few other 11km marathons together with my uncle, brother and younger cousin brother. I successfully conquered each marathon although feeling worried and nervous in the beginning, but very proud and satisfied after all the marathons. Here are some of the photos that I still have with me throughout my running journey:-
my teammates and I receiving our medals for our 4x100m relay event at our final year in primary school
my first ever marathon experience with my uncle, brother and younger cousin brother
the top 3 for 400m running event at my final year in high school
the school representatives celebrating our victory on the last day of MSSKL
my teammates and I received our bronze medal for 4x200m relay event in MSSKL at our final year in high school
Recently, I was finally old enough to participate in the half marathon (21km), organised by Nike. I was very scared as I haven't been training for quite a while and 21km is totally no joke at all. I ran together with my younger cousin brother throughout the whole run. Since both of us were not in our top condition, we decided to go for a constant pace and aimed not to stop no matter how tired we get throughout the whole race. When I was at my 17th km, I had the thought of walking. Both of my legs were aching and sore from the run and the pain was pretty unbearable. My legs felt so weak. I thought to myself: Pain is temporary, success is forever. Are you really going to give up at your final 4km??? You've been working so hard for 17km, are you going to let your effort turn into waste? And then, I continued. I engaged myself by singing in my head and focusing on the beauty of Kuala Lumpur (capital city of Malaysia) instead of the pain from my legs. The organiser also put up many quotes by runners to motivate us along the run. I read every single one of them and was reminded of one quote that I really like 'She believed she could. So she did' And finally, I have completed my marathon without stopping or walking, with an average pace of 7'59" per km in 2 hours and 48 minutes. That is how powerful a person's mind is!!
After this run, I feel really great despite the terrible sore throughout my whole body. The satisfying feeling could last me a lifetime. I just realised how far I have come ever since I started my running journey when I was 9. From a person who cannot run long distance at all, to who I have become today. Of course, I am not a professional runner who wins medals and appear as the top in the marathons, nor am I an ironman or anyone great. The important thing is that I have participated, and I have grown so much in my running journey. Just as the saying goes, do not ever compare yourself to others, stay focused on your own journey and leave footprints behind. I strongly encourage each and everyone of you out there, to pick up a challenge in your life, go for it and you will definitely achieve a result that you've never expected in your life. Don't be afraid of how tough the challenge may seem to you, you just have to get out of your comfort zone, and give in your very best in it! If a challenge taken is not tough, it wouldn't be considered as a challenge anyways, right? According to the Oxford Dictionary of English, the definition of challenge is a task or situation that tests someone's abilities. Quoting Abraham Lincoln, 'And in the end it is not the years in your life that count, it's the life in your years.' So dear readers, think about it deeply, make the best decision for yourself and live without regrets!